I like to think alone. This few days, i have a deep though and i decided to change my ways to deal with this past relationship. i don't want to angry anymore. i don't want to think why it happened on me or is it my responsibility to cause this? i know i got the responsibility also. I have done self reflection these few days. to treat myself and him good is to be happy and moving on. I know he also feel guilty or sad. I know he don't wish to be like that also. We have done our best but hardly can control the outcome.

I choose to keep my love to him deep inside my heart. Frankly say, he is my ideal partner. Even he don't love me, but i still will keep my feeling inside my heart. I would not avoid to think about him. Not because i still cannot let go. This is only a way for me to appreciate what he had done for me so far. (I mean the good things) It is more easy and relieve for me to keep love than to bear grudge. What's wrong loving a person right? When you have love then only you will receive love. :)

Just got somethings that i still cant understand. Why he choose to give me so many sweet memories since he is going to leave me? I don't want to ask him. I rather use my imagination to imagine whatever good reason than i know the truth. It can help to maintain his good impression in my heart. I also wish the person i love can have a happy life. Not only him, i love my family and my friends too. I also will wish them to live a happy life. When they happy, i also will be happy. :)

Now i'm more happy than last time.Anyway, i really wish to thank him for so many sweet memories. I will treasure it. "Thanks a lot and sorry for what i have done to hurt you." 


x心中有爱才会人见人爱。
今天的果是昨日的因。